Should we be watchful over own defects?
When God wills a people well, He makes them watchful of
their defects.1
Also, the Wise Qur’an narrates the Prophet Joseph to have said:
I claim not that my soul is always innocent; surely the soul
of man incites to evil. (12:53)
One who is self-conceited and self-confident is unfortunate, while the
one who sees his defects is fortunate. That being so, you are among the
fortunate. But it sometimes happens that, though the evil-commanding soul is
refined and transformed into the ‘self-accusing soul’ or even ‘the soul at
rest’, it moves its line of attack to the nerves so that man cannot be free
of anger and irritation until his death. There have lived many pure and
saintly people who, though their souls were at rest, complained of the
temptations of their selfhood and wailed over spiritual ailments, although
their hearts were quite illuminated and pure. What they actually complained
of is not having an evil-commanding self, but the transference of those evil
commands to the nerves: the spiritual ailments which they bewailed were only
imaginary.
I hope, my dear brother, that it is not your evil-commanding self or
spiritual diseases which afflict you, but that you are suffering, rather,
from nerves, so that you may go on struggling in order to go on making
spiritual progress.
1. Ajluni, Kashf al-Khafa’, 1:81. |